I can’t hold you up
because I am crying inside
When you manipulate me
I see you
I have never liked this game
~
You tell me you don’t want me
to cut you off
but you called me a liar
and you said I used God as a weapon
These are core parts of me
Why do want to be here?
~
I don’t want to make myself small anymore
I deserve to stand tall
to use big words
to be who I really am
I like the life I have built
~
Repentance is a lifestyle
It requires humility, honesty, and heart
I have been practicing and it has change me
in ways I want to share
But if you are not interested
That is your choice
~
Mental illness is not something I asked for
but I work hard to be here now
To live in peace
but the cancer meds are antagonizing
the mind monsters and the traumas my body holds
~
I am not responsible for your actions
or your responses
but when you hurt me
I will need a time out
Unacceptable actions will always bring natural consequences
because that is how we learn
~





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