Warm Blankets

Warm Blankets

When it gets too cold
my joints curse me
and talking becomes explosive
The nerves in my face might have
taken my ability to speak but I
can still use paper and ink
This warm blanket helps me sleep
in spite of my chronic illnesses
caused by childhood traumas

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But if I allow it this blanket will
dull my senses
It will block out the voices of
those around me
Stop me from seeing the needs
of anyone but me
Let me think that my experiences
are more important that yours
even though you wear t-shirts that say
Oppressed Minority 🌈

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You say Love is Love
but when I said we should love them too
You said I was selfish and cruel
You called me names and told me
my words were illegal
You said I wanted segregation
You told the owner on me
You suggested you might leave
so they turned on me because I am not a Xerox machine
I can’t feel the way you demand
I don’t hate you but I don’t hate them either
I also love myself and I didn’t say what you said

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What I actually said was love
like trauma is universal
Everyone has experienced it
Maybe we could share some empathy
and work together
But what I feared is what I already knew
The people who are stuck at the far
left or the right don’t really
want change
They like their warm blankets

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It would have meant so much
if anyone would have stood up for me while I was being attacked
and called names
when it was
in fact
you that was abusing me
You didn’t seem so fragile in that moment
But I have been the scapegoat before
and the golden child never does appear to be who they actually are
and the flying monkeys never know the role they play
They will do just about anything to keep the peace
Because that is what enablers do

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I have been schooled on narcissists
and Honey I won’t play this game

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All of History

All of History

Many White men is assholes cause they can be
They live up on they hill with the bright lights
cause they has all the money
and they stand on people like me

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They take what they wants like its a gift
While women and children cry rape
and prisons are filled with some criminals
and people that should be free

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They take their pictures grouped together
with they chests proud and puffed out
But the darkness shows in they eyes and policies
Sometimes they bring a women along to make you believe they lies

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The reason a judge had to order desegregation
was sho nuf proof of evil
And hardly no fathers would send they babies
while they still wore scars of whippings and lynchings at the hands of the Invisible Empire

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They women is working behind they backs to move forward without em
Or right there beside em because they also have felt
the whip and the rape and the holding down
They want what is promised not matter what they hafta give em

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They tell us to hate each other
the blacks, the foreigners, the transgenders
They tell us they need tax breaks
but they make me pay’m even while they cut my hours

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They love they’s hill when the flood comes
they gets to look down on us while the shit water drowns us
and proclaim the stock market is up
so everything is fine and we should keep our chins up

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I may not be right educated
cause they stole the school tax dollars for their fancy party
But I ain’t too stupid to know what fleecing is
I have been watching this for all of history

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While They Posture

While They Posture

There’s a clown running around
showcasing a monument
we have held dear since the beginning
He has all but lit it on fire
but even that would be to no avail
The ringmasters have failed to to a thing

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As he juggles the elephants and acrobats
the ringleaders clutch their pearls
make excuses or cry
Not any of them have removed him from the stage
Although they whine about it
with the trapeze artists while they posture

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The tent pegs are a relic
written in 1778 with a quill
he has filled his pillow with
But sleeping in bedrooms is not
where this clown or our government
ever got its thrills met

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Sweat equity of all kinds
especially from people of color or the female kind
are the ones we rape, pillage
and take advantage of
And then we blame them for their need of protection
Because the clown is really a symptom and not the problem

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I Am Here For My Creator

I Am Here For My Creator

Do you practice in the Spirit or in the law
Is it more important to have butts in the seats
Or do you walk in the Spirit and Truth
When you vote is it based on blind elephants
or break neck donkeys
Have you considered your neighbor or you queer child
What is most important to you
When you serve is it because they told you to
or is it what you want to do

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I love the pretty advertisements
the memes about relationships and love
But at least 70 percent of people
in ICE detention centers are innocent
Have you tried to do anything about that
There are over 70 thousand people just rotting
over traffic violations not violent crimes
What part about the least of these
doesn’t qualify this part of human kind

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Love is light and Jesus is full of it
but surprisingly many Christians read dark
As I become more aware of the gift I live
I have no patience for the lies we are fed
by the spiritually bankrupt and the stagnant
I have walked with God for 45 years
I enjoy reading my bible but I don’t revere it
There is not confusion where my devotion lies
If creation can’t teach you love how can I help you hear it

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The things humans worship are futile
power, money, things to own, even our ideas
traditions, expectations, even things that hurt us
Can tear us to bits
Can induce the building of monuments
Can cause us all to pay homage to them
Can make something innocent
Deadly
Can stoke the hell fire at our feet

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But waiting in the silence you’re afraid of
learning who you are
It is terrifying but the best cure
Once you know yourself they can’t confuse you
There is no counterfeit you’ll accept
After you’ve tasted the real truth
Fancy dresses are for models
But if you can look yourself in the eye
You can accept how God really loves you

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Whatever you call your Creator
If you have ever constructed something into existence
you know an intimate love
That is how much you are valued
You don’t need pews, stained glass, and special garments
to know how much you are renowned
to know any praise you can give
is reciprocated
Take a breath with the breath He put in your lungs

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Community is wonderful
Making casseroles for people
who come to you is great
Jesus said to love God with everything you have
and love your neighbor as yourself
He said that all laws fell into these
He didn’t differentiate between nations
or neighborhoods, religions, races or caste levels
He just said to love

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You don’t have to go to church to love God
In fact the people outside the church
are the ones Jesus broke bread with and healed
People need to be loved everywhere
In fact I have had trouble finding Him
at the churches where I am greeted by computers
ready for my online giving at the door
And the guest speaker that describes
heaven as a place that is carnal when we wont have need anymore

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When people have asked me about heaven
beyond the light of love I don’t care
I am here for my Creator
I think we will all be reconciled and I don’t need any more

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Sumatriptan 

Sumatriptan 

If my eyeballs melted out of head
or I vomited this pain inside
The effects would probably last longer than
the migraine that was not invited
Thank God for sumatriptan 

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If I continue to rub my head
back and forth against my pillow
I might go bald
But what the fuck
I can’t see behind me anyway

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My teeth are on fire
I had plans for tomorrow
but now I just want
my ears to stop ringing
and send the communication department on furlough

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And then I woke up
to the burning smell
Much like racism 
you wont believe that it is still burning 
because your fascia is fine

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Classism which allows everyone at the top
to do whatever they want
and makes fibromyalgia seem like a president
that could care less about a
constitution written in 1778

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How good is a document if nobody is honoring it?
It’s like a prescription that the pharmacy can’t fill
If the office never received the fax
Because my prescription is expired
Or my doctor is on leave

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There comes a time
say after 250 years
That it is time to reestablish
the needs and expectations of We The People
We need a new prescription

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You won’t hear me because you can’t
Your ears have been filled by Lewis Powell 
and every white man who worshipped his memo
The crises The United States is in now
was dictated by a document created 1971 in the summer

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Your mama was owned on paper
your ancestors too and maybe some of mine
And now you
We don’t call it slavery anymore but it’s a class war 
Though at its finest its actually oligarchy  

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Thoughts are wonderful its where dreams begin
but CEOs and shareholders get all the bonuses
while heads of households get their hours cut
and on paper I could pay off my credit card every month
under the last administration

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Now I live in a pressure suit
My fascia is deteriorating
When I try to speak truth to lies
The nerves in my face erupt when you argue with me
Tripping over paper is enlightening

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Skin Deep

Skin Deep

She stands on top of Black ancestors shoulders
taught to read by White women
creating change the only way they knew how
The ones who came before her
paved the way
so as a Black Lesbian
she can hold my White hand

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Mama was a slave before she was freed
by legislation that can never be complete
Because the hearts of men
humanity can never be decreed
Mama taught her to hate no one
because being mulatto means
the founding fathers are skin deep

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The United States has celebrated 250 years
and she is very proud
Army is written not only on her chest
Are we perfect or is the fight over?
Hell no!
But the fact that we are here
Is a gratitude that she needs to speak

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We don’t agree on politics
because I want to protect her
I see how hard she tries and I hate
how many taxes she pays
But I love her
and we love each other
and we love The United States

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She’s a republican and a moderate
I have been a republican
a democrat, an independent, and disenfranchised
My gentle soldier solutes her flag
and I pray for us
Both kinds of allegiance speak of heritage

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What is legacy but traditions and values
passed forth from those who came first
But when will we stop being victims
of the imbalance of power in relationships
meant to sustain the system
When will we stop honoring and treat the traumas
So we will actually all know the same freedoms

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Favorite customs have been celebrated
but too many secrets have not been told
She loves what she knows
I want the light to be let in
I want the oligarchs to pay
the same percentage she owes
Instead of us closing our eyes at their rape and their uneven scales
now that would make America great

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The One in the Mirror

The One in the Mirror

Have you ever looked at your reflection and thought
This is not me
or wow I have been through something
Have you watched yourself change
and not known what to do
Have you rejoiced in your return
Have you seen yourself in a gallery
and recognized all the different parts of you
Have you rebuked the evil
Repented
and invoked the reverent power inside of you at will
Said hello to the part of you that is always soft but strong
You have the power of life and death in your tongue
Have you seen it
The only person you have the right to command
is yourself
But do you revere the one in the mirror
or do you write laws for others
I know you think we should all abide by the same rules
but it just isn’t that easy
My mind lies to me
and I have to live with it
If your mind tells you
you are a girl
when you have the parts of a boy
Whatever you have to do find peace
sounds like survival to me
But you might need to respect
the survivors around you too
We all have our own scars
I can’t carry yours
That’s why they are yours

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The President Who Cried Wolf

The President Who Cried Wolf

I wake up every day and try to avoid reading or hearing about whatever our president obsessed about the night before and spewed on his social media site. I don’t follow him, but without fail, someone will make sure to splatter screen captures on Facebook or on the nightly news. I can never get away from him. Donald J. Trump has been the lead topic in my prayers, therapy sessions, and bitch fests since 2016, when he began campaigning for his first run as president. In my mind, he is the president who cried wolf. I didn’t believe this latest shooting was real until I saw Margaret Brennan and Weijia Jiang discussing the shooting at the White House Correspondents’ Dinner, April 26, 2026, where they were, less than 24 hours previously, on Face the Nation.

It is not that I don’t care about the president. I do pray for him and not just because the bible instructs me to, but because I believe that greatness is a team effort. If the president fails, we all fail.

“A man may die, nations may rise and fall, but an idea lives on.” John F. Kennedy

 

“Within our people is the strength, the vision, and the faith that will return prosperity to America.” Ronald Reagan

 

“American is a great force for freedom and prosperity. Yet our greatness is not measured in power or luxuries, but by who we are and how we treat one another.” George W. Bush

 

“Change will not come if we wait for some other person, or if we wait for some other time. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.” Barack Obama

 

“In America, the impossible is what we do best.” Donald Trump

Donald Trump was not the only target of the shooter who traveled from California to Washington, DC, with plans to take out members of the Trump Administration. This third attempt of assassination is real. I feel sorry for the families and loved ones of everyone there. Melania looked terrified when she heard the shots. It is hard to process evil. But I also know our president loves the attention. Hopefully this will help him make good decisions about the war in Iran.

Trump is not the only president that has seen political violence. On May 23, 2023 someone tried to drive a truck into the White House, in order to kill Joe Biden, Barack Obama had 11 plots or attempts against his life. George W. Bush had 2 attempts on his life. Bill Clinton had 4 attempts on his life. In April 1993, 17 men tried to kill George HW Bush. Ronald Reagan was shot, but not killed on March 30, 1981. A man was caught minutes before he could shoot Jimmy Carter on May 5, 1979. Gerald Ford had two attempts on his life…and that is every president in my lifetime.

We should all pray for or send good energy for our nation’s leaders. It is a hard job; one I would never want.

But I am really done with this president. I need to separate myself from this narcissist. He has led us, as a nation, to places I am not proud of. I care, but I need to not hear anymore crisis coming from the White House. I need to not hear about created chaos. So if I am not broke up, it’s because this president has caused my anxiety levels to rise to tiers that scare me and I just have to disconnect. There are things that I have read and pictures I have seen that I can’t relate to without confusion.

God is not in confusion.

Albert Einstein once said, “Synchronicities are God’s way of remaining anonymous.” 

At the same time that the White House Correspondents’ Dinner was happening, 20 minutes away, Epstein Survivors were having dinner to commemorate the death of Virginia Giuffre; it was one year since she had committed suicide. And now, the energy, the chatter is alive in Washington, DC with the talk of the black male teacher from California. It doesn’t matter what political party you connect with; The Epstein Files are still not completely released.

We are excited but we wont make any changes to even make public schools safer from mass shootings. I am not against legal gun ownership. I support the second amendment, however, at some point, you must realize that there is something wrong with doing the same thing, while seeing more and more gun violence. There is nothing wrong with honestly looking at yourself and saying: What needs to change?

Change is hard. I know this. For my whole life I have had to change for others. In 2014, I was forced to start changing for me. I had never learned how to take care of myself. In the last 12 years, I have changed so much about myself. Nearly every aspect of my life has been touched by necessary change. I didn’t do it all at once but as I changed one thing, and then another, it got easier. It used to scare me, but now I am more curious about change. I know I don’t have to keep it if it doesn’t work for me. I have made the big changes.

This president has cried wolf so many times. I apologize if I have offended you. But I just have to be done. I need my energy for me. I can’t fix him and I can’t fix the United States of America.

Why does this president need so much attention?

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Feel free to leave your comments below!

My name is Summer. That is how you can call me. I hope that I am a blessing to you. I am not perfect. I will fall again. But I am forgiven. For anyone reading this that isn’t a Christian, unapologetically, I am a Jesus Follower, but I believe there is room for lots of beliefs and religions in the world. It is not my intent to offend people with different beliefs than I have and I would be open to open-minded conversations with no goals of changing anyone’s mind, but sharing information. If you are interested in becoming a Jesus Follower…Do you know Jesus? Do want the Holy Spirit to fill you and give you understanding and salvation? Ask Him. Want someone to pray with you? Contact me.

If you would like to know Jesus as your friend, but want to make this amazing commitment by yourself please pray something like this: Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world. I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me. I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.

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I’m Tired

I’m Tired

I have been really careful about where I have put my energy this week. I feel there is a change in the air. It has been coming upon me for a while now. A teacher I listen to is saying that there is an upgrade; the planets and stars are aligned in a way that hasn’t happened in something like 125 years and the systems that live off our life forces are working overtime but this is a time for upgrade. Not a time to go back to what we used to know. I feel that. I am on day 4 of a parasite cleanse. I have been trying to sleep more. I have even gleaned clothes and shoes I don’t need, to give away. Today I’m tired.

I started following Amy E. Sousa on Facebook from my article yesterday, The Audacity. I think I have figured out what I was attracted to. She is familiar. She is afraid. She is a victim. She is intelligent. She gains power from all of these attributes. I asked a question of her on one of her videos — she has a lot. I gave some background information. She has not responded but her followers have.

I was not argumentative. I told her I agreed, that I understand why she believes we need to fight for neutral or family restrooms for the use of families and transgender people, for the safety of women and the use of families. But I also told her that I had known of a small bio-male child that announced they were a girl when they were very young and they were not supported. The child has still grown to be a non-binary person. I have met many other humans that, even though I don’t fully understand their situation, I see they are much happier after they have transitioned, and I don’t see how it hurts me to call them what they want. I even let her know that I am an empath and I can feel the feminine on a person with male characteristics and visa-versa. I even quoted scripture (Galatians 3:28) that says there is no nationality or gender, we are all one in Christ. I have been laughed at by several people. One woman said I was looking down on her. That was never my intention. I am just comfortable in my belief.

I have not unfollowed Ms. Sousa yet. I feel conviction to listen. At least for a while. Because even though I do dream of a world where I don’t have to resist. I love this video by Whitney Alese because civil rights are not just for Queer folks or Women or Black people or Disabled humans and I belong to all these groups, but all people. I hope this video is still here:

I also found myself enjoying this video by Rainbow Girls. I have paraphrased the words because it made a really profound statement to me, since I have walked with Jesus for 45 years and I can’t imagine Jesus this way at all. The video was available at the time I posted this article and I posted it below the words:

    • Which poor people would Jesus kill or starve? Would He be neutral about genocide?

 

    • CHORUS: Who would Jesus bomb? Tell me who would Jesus bomb? Would it be kids in Palestine or how ’bout Vietnam? Would Jesus bomb the Atheists, the Muslims, or the Jews? I want you to ask yourself, well what would Jesus do?

 

    • Would He find situations “complicated”? If He was sleeping on a sidewalk would you help Him, or would you just watch where you stepped?

 

    • Would Jesus bomb LGBTIA+ people? Would He suggest they kill themselves? Would He tell homeless man to get a job or turn His back on the poor or look down on anyone?

 

    • How would Jesus vote? If He ran for office what type of government would He choose? Would he lead a megachurch? Would He build a border wall or use tools meant for war? Would he run a bank? Would He feel free in His skin when you found out He is brown?

We live in a world that forces us to always choose. I wish we lived in a world that just allowed us to be. I used to live in a world where I could choose to stay quiet and say I hated politics but after I got married, which was the about the same time that I became disabled, I had to become aware. Before then I was just a fat, white woman from a middle class family. Yes, I was the scapegoat for the shenanigans of my family, but if I followed the rules, I was essentially kept. But disability is not something that can be handled well or hidden. And I was not going to hide my wife. The fact that I had one was an abomination, but that she was black…

I had already decided that I loved people. I was learning how to love the inconvenient ones. It was on purpose. Because Jesus loves us all, on purpose.

I wish I could just say I hate politics and close my eyes. I wish I could pick a side and hate the other, but if I am honest, and I am brutally honest, there are failures on both sides. But there are successes on both sides.

John Kerry was on The Tonight Show recently. I had forgotten about him. It had been years since I had seen him. As I listened to him talk, I remembered that I had liked him, when I was in college. I voted for him. He didn’t win, but I know why I liked him. I like him for the same reason I like Pete Buttigieg. It isn’t because they are democrats. It is because there is something about them that reminds me of Grandpa Bill. Grandpa was a staunch republican. But he was also a gentleman that understood boundaries, the power of silence, and to take a breath and think before he spoke. All of these men serve. They don’t give beyond their boundaries. They know when to be quiet. They also always take a breath before they answer to consider what is right to say…and they also know how to use humor when necessary. My wife, Karen G Clemenson, is a republican and she also is working on learning all these habits.

If I could find a political party that stood firmly on equal civil rights for all people and a balanced budget, I would vote for that party. The republicans used to believe in a balanced budget, but nationally, we are so far away from a balanced budget; I have written about how the Trump Administration is lining their pockets in Oversite Can Mean Supervision or An Unintentional Mistake, I have also written about how the treasury has declared the United States insolvent in Regarding H.Con.Res.15, and I wrote about how 12 days before Trump’s One Big Beautiful Bill was brought before Congress, there was another bill that would have forced Congress to be fiscally responsible and have a balanced budget, in Regarding H.B. 3289. The MAGA’s in Cowlitz County have tons to say about our local government but Trump can do no wrong.

But I have listened to our republican representatives for Washington State. I have heard Jim Walsh make jokes about LBGTQI+ people. But it seems that his running mate Joel McEntire has made it quite the game online. Joel and I used to be friends on Facebook but he has unfriended me, however, I found some interesting posts he made online and I wanted to share them with you. If I was a woman…OH! I am…I would advise you to find someone else to represent you.

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If you are interested in researching someone else to represent you in Olympia, I have the name of a good guy. In fact Terry Carlson is it. I have met both he and his wife and they are lovely people and they appreciate and support all people in the state of Washington. He is running against Joel McEntire. I don’t know anything about Mike Coverdale but I will be watching him. He is running against Jim Walsh.

I hope I didn’t lose you while I processed a lot today, but I believe it was all connected. Because I love people. People are important and who we support, and why support them is important. Who we give our energy to, says a lot about us, whether we are aware of it or not. When you are done with your day, are you inspired or drained? Did you give too much? Does that happen after you have seen certain people? Have you watched too much TV or read too much news? Take care of yourself. Learn to say no. Learn to stick up for yourself and the people you love.

I dream of a world where everyone feels loved. I love you. Be blessed.

 

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Feel free to leave your comments below!

My name is Summer. That is how you can call me. I hope that I am a blessing to you. I am not perfect. I will fall again. But I am forgiven. For anyone reading this that isn’t a Christian, unapologetically, I am a Jesus Follower, but I believe there is room for lots of beliefs and religions in the world. It is not my intent to offend people with different beliefs than I have and I would be open to open-minded conversations with no goals of changing anyone’s mind, but sharing information. If you are interested in becoming a Jesus Follower…Do you know Jesus? Do want the Holy Spirit to fill you and give you understanding and salvation? Ask Him. Want someone to pray with you? Contact me.

If you would like to know Jesus as your friend, but want to make this amazing commitment by yourself please pray something like this: Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world. I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me. I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.

~

You Don’t Listen 

You Don’t Listen 

There is more than one frequency
that I pick up on
Not just what the world demands
and my sick body requires
but what my Spirit sings to me
Words most of us don’t want to hear

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I am very aware of what I need
I have walked on this earth
I am well read
You did not show up for me
when I needed you
God has always taught me well
He wants me to forgive you

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My capacity to love is vast
My ability to forgive is impressive
The art of teaching you is another story
Because you know what you know
You don’t want to know more
You think you know everything
so you don’t listen

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To be so sure of everything is decadent
I don’t know anyone that rich
Even my own body betrays me
I should be so much more without
If I accepted the lies it tells me
But instead I embrace all the joy I can find
I will get to the todo list in time

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I am the Beloved
but I am only that to Him
In this world
I am many other things
They are heavy and hard to carry
I can’t accept more burdens from you
I wont carry what you have for me

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My pack is full
of things you are afraid to talk about
Racism, Queerphobia and Chronic Illness are all part of my life
I can’t afford to hate them
when we share the same mirror
Otherwise what is the point of hope?
What I think is important too

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If I choose to forgive you
even if you don’t apologize
how many rooms will I have shut off from you
inside myself
because you refuse to see me?
I know you have your own burdens
you have told me about them all my life
I don’t need you to tell me how to carry mine

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Image Credit: Art from Kosmos Journal for Transformation

In the Middle East

In the Middle East

For a long time I have known I didn’t know everything about the wars going on in the Middle East. I knew I needed to pray for the people over there, but I didn’t want to support it any other way. I know the bible tells us to pray for and bless Israel. Twenty five or more years ago I had been to church meetings where I was told that Israel was so important and we were supposed to hold them up. I was part of groups that were planning to go. I was so excited, but when I asked God if I was supposed to go, He said no.

With God things don’t have to make sense. I just have to trust Him.

I wasn’t upset. I knew I had my own mission. I was a home missionary. People don’t talk a lot about them. We don’t get any hype but we have our role. God uses us. Plus, I had seen people come back from mission trips and they were not ok. Or at least they were very different, and not always in the right way. I prayed for them.

I was learning who to listen to and who to let go their own way. Not everything that sounds exciting or beautiful is beneficial.

I was feeling the same way about the Gaza war and I was getting words that led me to believe we were wrong to be supporting Israel with anything other than prayers. At first, I felt terrible for Israel on October 7, 2023. 1,195 people were killed, dozens of people were raped, 251 people were taken hostage, and 3,400 were wounded. But since then, at least 72,000 Palestinians have died and 172,000 have been wounded. At least 2,000 Israelis have been killed.

Israel says they will not stop fighting until Hamas is finished, yet studies indicate that women, children and elderly people make up over 56% of the violent deaths in this war. And 80% of the deaths in this war are civilians. 90% of the infrastructure that has been destroyed is civilian structures.

None of this makes sense. Hamas is based out of Iran.

Today I was doing my bible study I was reading in Judges chapter 19-21.

There is a story about Gibeah’s Crime. There was no king in Israel at the time. There was a man in Ephraim who had taken a concubine, the bible called her a wife or a concubine, interchangeably. She had become angry with him and had gone home to her father’s house in Bethlehem in Judah. Once the man was tired of waiting for her to return, he went to bring her home.

On their way home, they stopped in Gibeah because it was night. A kind man took the man, his wife, his servant and his donkeys in for the night. The town knew because they had waited in the town square and people had seen. Soon a crowd of evil men came to the kind man’s house and demanded the man from Ephraim, with the intention of raping and terrorizing him. The kind man begged them to remember the law of hospitality, which is paramount in their culture. He offered his virgin daughter and the concubine.

In a rage, the man from Ephraim threw this concubine out the door and slammed it shut. The men gang raped her until she died.

The next day, the man from Ephraim put her on a donkey and took her home. When he got home, he cut her into 12 pieces and sent her to the 12 tribes of Israel.

Then he commanded the men whom he sent, saying, “Thus shall you say to all the Israelites: Has such a thing ever happened since the day that the Israelites came up from the land of Egypt until this day? Consider it, take counsel, and speak out.” Judges 19:30

So all the tribes heard the man of Ephraim and decided to go up against Gibeah. But Gibeah would not give up the murderers and they were willing to fight. But the eleven other tribes followed God and were woefully successful against their kin and they won. (Judges 20)

Thankfully, not all Benjaminites, who lived in Gibeah were killed because it made all Israelites sad to think that one tribe would be lost. (Judges 21)

I have so many questions about this story:

  • Why would these men in Gibeah want to randomly rape and terrorize this man?
  • Why would it be ok for the kind man to offer his virgin daughter and the concubine instead?
  • What kind of man would send his wife to satisfy the evil men outside?
  • What kind of person can cut up his wife and send her body to 12 tribes and not just a letter?
  • How different are the people in the Middle East from the rest of the world?

I have been walking with God for 45 years. I am very comfortable with not understanding everything. I have learned that faith is something God is a talented author of and I can always trust Him. He always gives the words in the moment. But I feel pretty confident that a person can be known, but the governments of the Middle East, not so much.

Besides what I have already mentioned, but considering what I have read about troubles we are having with cease fire talks for the Iran War, and the fact that we are having trouble paying our own bills, here in the United States, I am very comfortable with not funding any more of the fire arms for Israel. I do pray that God bless us all. Amen

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My name is Summer. That is how you can call me. I hope that I am a blessing to you. I am not perfect. I will fall again. But I am forgiven. For anyone reading this that isn’t a Christian, unapologetically, I am a Jesus Follower, but I believe there is room for lots of beliefs and religions in the world. It is not my intent to offend people with different beliefs than I have and I would be open to open-minded conversations with no goals of changing anyone’s mind, but sharing information. If you are interested in becoming a Jesus Follower…Do you know Jesus? Do want the Holy Spirit to fill you and give you understanding and salvation? Ask Him. Want someone to pray with you? Contact me.

If you would like to know Jesus as your friend, but want to make this amazing commitment by yourself please pray something like this: Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world. I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me. I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.

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Because They Love You

Because They Love You

I was breathed into life
by The Creator
The All Powerful
They were here before even the stars
so were you

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I am not less than you
I am no one’s superior
We are equal
regardless of any Declaration of Independence
or executive order issued

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My sex does not matter
My nation is irrelevant
Who I love doesn’t scare Him
I am in Christ and Christ is in me
because in Christ we are one

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Or maybe you call Him another name
and They answer
because They choose to love you
the one They created
and see Themselves in
Because They love you

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To Be Honest

To Be Honest

I was a hypocrite once
I was so well trained that I didn’t know who I was
I didn’t have words or experience or reason to think in
any other way until I did
And so I said things like
I can understand gay people 
but bisexual doesn’t make sense
You have to choose 
What is wrong with transgender people?
God doesn’t make mistakes

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For years I was confused 
I went to a Christian therapist and tried to pray it away
Blame it on Karen 
Both my therapist and I prayed for Karen
I couldn’t be queer
I had loved Monte
But when I asked God for a partner there was Karen
My therapist’s ministry could not be connected to me
after I married Karen but I understand why
I knew the lingo

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When I began to search I found that
sex is more than genitalia 
It’s more than DNA
It’s how you think
How you speak
How you move
How you express who you are
I was right that God doesn’t make mistakes
But sometimes humans 
can’t see something hidden more than skin deep

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No one would choose to be queer or transgender
But we should not have to fight to exist
Laws should not be made
so that we can’t use the bathroom
or marry who we love
Laws should not have to be made
to make sure we can get
housing or a job
We don’t deserve to be hated
just because we aren’t lying about who we are

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So many people lie about who they are
They cheat on their partners and themselves
They say they love God
but they are not generous or kind
They tell people how they should live
while they hide who they really are
While they hate themselves and think small 
While they hurt people and
say one thing in public
and a very different thing in private

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I think we should all
be free to love ourselves
To be honest 
To find beauty in all kinds of people
Because God made us all
and God understands that it is really hard
for some of us to live on this earth
And the choices I make are
for He and I to talk about
And He will talk to you about yours

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And since God is not a man
outside of Jesus
but God is Jesus and Spirit
God is a They
so They understand more
than we give Them credit for

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You Stupid People

You Stupid People

I see your arguments
your hateful comments
about people with brown skin
that you have never met
I see your praise of a leader that doesn’t lead
but drags people around in shoes that don’t fit
because they are afraid of him

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At least 27 women
and 2 little girls have said
he hurt them
He has been found guilty of
34 felonies
Yet you never ask any questions

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As of April 10, 2026
$28 billion dollars has been
flushed down the toilet
on a war in Iran
Where not one of Trump’s goals have been met
but you still praise him

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$170 billion dollars has been given by Congress
to fund buying and renovating buildings
and arresting and detaining immigrants
but only 300 immigrants have been deported this year
Why are we holding them?
Why don’t you care
that our tax dollars are hurting people?

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You are so concerned about
taxes, taxes, taxes
You are so concerned about
rights, but not responsibility
You are so concerned about
the unborn
but don’t concern yourself with the alive

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My best friend and I
have looked death in the eye
more than once
We know the value of life
and you stupid people
know nothing about
what is important

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You talk about people like they are garbage
But most of you will never meet
the Trump Administration
yet you trust them
while they line their pockets
with government contracts for their family and friends
and you swallow their lies like it is honey

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Don’t tell me that Muslims are evil
You know nothing about Jesus
if you did
you would know that
every person is important

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12 days before One Big Beautiful Bill was brought before Congress
so was H.B. 3289
Congress knew The Treasury was about to to claim
The United States insolvent and we can’t pay our bills
Yet under this corrupt regime we keep spending money
A bill that would force Congress to create a balanced budget was swept under the rug
But let’s keep blowing things up
Because Trump said so

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You Stupid People

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Thoughts of Love and Politics and Art

Thoughts of Love and Politics and Art

Karen often asks me what I am thinking about. The other day she actually asked me what I feel after I write a big article like To Be Defined By Love. My answer is that I am often thinking of lots of things and I usually have a couple of articles growing at once, which is why I tend to have more than one scenario in most of my articles that are not book reviews or letters to representatives. Often I have thoughts of love and politics and art.

Today I was reading a story about a woman at the grocery store. She was tired. The story said she was wearing a pair of worn scrubs with stains. Her baby was fussy. She had a few cans of formula, a gallon of milk and some cheep cereal on the grocery belt. But her card, when the cashier ran it through the machine said DECLINE.

People in line were impatient. A man in the line told her if she could not afford the child, she should not have had one.

Another man in line was listening and he was remembering all kinds of things from his long life, from raising his family, losing jobs, from economy shifts, losing his wife. He thought about something she had often said: The country gets meanest when people get scared.

Against the young woman’s protests, the gentleman decided to buy her items for her. That same man that was offensive to the woman, told the gentleman that he was part of the problem. The gentleman’s response was: The problem is grown men picking on exhausted women with hungry babies. You don’t know one thing about her. Not one. You don’t know if she just got of a double shift. You don’t know if her baby is sick. You don’t know if she slept last night. All you know is someone is weaker than you and you decided to make yourself feel bigger.

This story answered a question I have been asking myself because I don’t understand why some people can care so little for their fellow man. Because that mother that needs help could be anyone: a disabled person, a person down on their luck, an immigrant that is having trouble getting asylum. They could be anyone who innocently needs help. And that man that can only fault her, could be anyone that is scared and needs to feel big for a minute and is using them to make themselves feel powerful. If you don’t know real love, and you only know that someone more powerful has been standing on your neck, you might need to stand a neck or two, every now and then. I suddenly understood a question I have had for a long time. I see why people appreciate certain kinds of power; power that makes my stomach hurt because I understand love and I want everyone else to understand the kind of love that doesn’t judge but just lifts you up when you need it.

Later, I saw a post in a group that I follow on Facebook and they were discussing the price of gas in Washington State. They referred to our governor as a communist. They were only picking on him. this group hates democrats. I don’t mind that they don’t like democrats but I see where republicans are not serving us too and I don’t think it is fair, so I decided to do some quick research before I answered them.

In the 5 actual communist countries in the world, gas is lower or comparable to Washington states gas prices.

  • China $4.10 to $4.70
  • Cuba is about $4.90
  • Laos is the highest at about $6.70
  • North Korea is about $3.55
  • Vietnam is about $3.75

The average price of gas in Washington State the first week on February 2026 was $3.76 – $3.86. That is almost a $2 difference in about 6 weeks. I think that shows a huge impact on our economy that the decision our president made by taking us into war. Not only has he spent almost $20 billion of our tax dollars on a non-emergency and helped Israel kill a lot of civilians, while lining his own family pockets, and his donors’ pockets, but he has given permission to big businesses to jack up fuel costs which will essentially force every other necessary cost to go up too, because we rely heavily on shipments that depend on fuel.

So yes. Ferguson is a jerk. But Trump, he is well named. Because the word Trumpery refers to something showy but ultimately worthless, rubbish, or nonsense. And a Trump Card is a crucial, hidden advantage or resource used to secure victory, stemming from 16th-century trick-taking card games where a designated suit (“trump”) overrides all others. Put them together and it explains everything.

Last night I found a post about a school in the Puyallup School District that removed a drawing made by a student that depicted President Trump as a Pig, KKK Member and included reference to his assassination. Those are the words of the post as it was written in the group. I have read a few articles posted online regarding this art project and apparently there may have been a few other questionable smaller drawings, but from the only picture I can find, I see a pig in a light blue suit and no words. I have learned to read most comments before I make any, partially because I believe I don’t need to repeat what anyone might have already said, however, in this situation I didn’t see anything useful so I responded:

I am so baffled by some of you. I graduated class of 1993 at R. A. Long and even though I didn’t take art classes because I was in creative writing classes, I loved it when the art classes would display their work in hallway to the library, which I went to all the time because I also worked on the school paper and the year book. It was required to take current events and we had to buy a subscription to Newsweek AND read it. Art, whether it was hanging on the wall or in the paper or even in a skit in the drama department, included current events. I imagine the school is still doing that because some kids are curious. I was born that way. My family could not keep up with me so I learned to hang out in libraries and as the internet was born; WOW! Today’s kids don’t know a world without access to information at their fingertips.

Reading some of the beliefs that some of you have, makes me feel scared. You are not asking the right questions. You are not reading. You are trusting the wrong people and you want to think that kids need to only be obedient and not to be thinking people. I have spent the evening researching claims that Congress’s Natural Resources Committee made about oversight investigations that will not be made because republicans are afraid of Trump. These members of Congress are not lying. It isn’t hard to find the truth. But so many of you want to believe Trump has our best interests at heart. He doesn’t. But here we are worried about a picture of a pig wearing a suit.

I don’t consider it liberal thinking to be creative. The art we are talking about does not (at least from the image I saw) say Trump’s name on it. I have never seen Trump wear a light blue suit. I think people have assumed something that maybe may have been implied, but maybe might not be the case. This is the point of art. Do I want to see the Obamas portrayed as any animals, no, which is why I did not seek out the video our president had on his social media platform. But here is the thing:

  1. Art is made to make a point that causes us to think.
  2. Art does not have to be factual because it is supposed to make us feel.
  3. It is not fair to judge children more strictly than the president. So are you putting the same energy into censoring the president?
  4. Would I hang this art in my home? No, but this student’s art should be allowed to be displayed along their peers because they are all processing what they see in the world right now and it isn’t violent or pornographic.

The only real argument that anyone wanted to push at me was that children are impressionable. And to that I would say that children are impressionable. I see that Trump seems to have made in impression on at least 27 women. As far as sex offenders go…maybe we need to hold sex offenders accountable at all levels of government, local, state and federal levels. We need to change laws and consequences so that they are more meaningful since victim’s lives are permanently changed. Perpetrators should look forward to life sentences once they have proven they are repeat offenders with violent tendencies and since rape is not about sex, but about power they are all violent crimes, if you do it more than once it is a repeat offence with a life sentence.

Teachers can be impressionable, yes, but they can also be good role models. My creative writing teacher saw I was bored with the assignments he made for the kids that wanted an easy class, so he let me write my own assignment. Many which he did not return to me. Was I angry, yes, but life is as it is. I am more angry that I got a high grade on my Senior Project because when I took College English classes I didn’t know enough and I had to work harder because public school let me get by without knowing proper grammar. I just don’t see in the picture what people are so angry about. If there was actual violence in the picture, the teacher could have given more boundaries for the art project before they hung the art.

But people adding their thoughts without proof of the words or actual pictures of what they are implying is not enough for me. What about thought? What about politics? What about love? It seems sometimes we can’t distinguish the difference between any of them. I don’t write what I write because I hate anyone. I write what I write because I love everyone and I value honesty. I know that sometimes we are too busy to find the truth and since I am curious and I don’t have the stamina for a daily job, but I can read and write, I do it and I share with people, because I appreciate my readers. Do I expect you to believe everything I say. I hope you feel I have enough integrity to not steer you in the wrong direction and that I hope you have enough integrity that you will respect my attempts.

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Feel free to leave your comments below!

My name is Summer. That is how you can call me. I hope that I am a blessing to you. I am not perfect. I will fall again. But I am forgiven. For anyone reading this that isn’t a Christian, unapologetically, I am a Jesus Follower, but I believe there is room for lots of beliefs and religions in the world. It is not my intent to offend people with different beliefs than I have and I would be open to open-minded conversations with no goals of changing anyone’s mind, but sharing information. If you are interested in becoming a Jesus Follower…Do you know Jesus? Do want the Holy Spirit to fill you and give you understanding and salvation? Ask Him. Want someone to pray with you? Contact me.

If you would like to know Jesus as your friend, but want to make this amazing commitment by yourself please pray something like this: Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world. I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me. I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.

 

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Oversight Can Mean Supervision or An Unintentional Mistake

Oversight Can Mean Supervision or An Unintentional Mistake

Depending on the context, oversight can mean supervision or an unintentional mistake, either way, I think we have some problems with the people we have trusted with our government. Tonight I was scrolling. I was actually looking for Main Coon cat videos but I found something different. I really like to watch the daily videos that New Mexico Congress Representative Melanie Stansbury posts. I appreciate how she communicates most of the time. Today she was meeting with the Natural Resources Committee (NRC) and the committee had some things to share.

Representative Jared Huffman from California said they had a duty to oversee and investigate the red flags in the Trump Administration. He said that Donald Trump Jr and JD Vance and their associates are lining their pockets to $10 of millions from equity stakes in mining companies and loan guarantees that the Pentagon has issued.

Huffman went on to say that republicans wanted to have a hearing about mining and the NRC challenged them to some real oversight and made a motion to subpoena these people. Instead of debating the motion and allowing a vote, the republicans shut down the whole hearing.

Representative Maxine Dexter from Oregon said the job if the NRC is to make sure that tax payer’s dollars are used effectively and that national interests are being advanced. This committee has complete jurisdiction to make sure the critical minerals are being used effectively.

Dexter went on to say that $670 million was given to Vulcan Elements, a new start up company with 30 employees, with no experience, after an executive order waved all fiscal accountability. DT Jr is a member of the investment company that is making money off the deal. DT Jr is making 10 times return on his investment.

She continued to say that it was the position of Representative Paul Gosar that when Hunter Biden was being investigated, that a president’s child has to have extraordinary accountability. Gosar said: These changes will not slow my work to hold Joe Biden accountable for using public office for his family’s financial gain.

Dexter said that Gosar is the chair of oversight and he has now tabled a motion to perform that same oversight for Donald Trump‘s family.

I have included the video at the bottom of this article. As long the video is still on Facebook and the code has not changed you can still watch it.

So I decided to do a little research to see if I could find any holes in what they were saying.

Vulcan Elements was founded in 2023. It was valued at $200 million but is now has the potential of $2 billion according to a Bloomberg analysis.

1789 Capital, is a group of investors that DT Jr joined after his father was elected. Currently DT Jr is a partner. 1789 is a backer of Vulcan.

Vulcan has been given a $620 million Defense Department loan and $50 million CHIPS incentives which secures the Commerce Department an equity stake in Vulcan.

There are ties between between 1789 cofounder, Chris Buskirk and JD Vance through Rockbridge Network. Can we say donors?

DT Jr and Eric Trump are partial owners of Powerus. Powerus is a company that makes drones and is competing for Pentagon contract to supply attack drones.

“It’s corruption,” said Kathleen Clark, a government ethics expert at Washington University School of Law in St Luis. “Government decision makers feel pressure to use contract awards to enrich the president’s family.”

As the Trump Administration has banned importing drones from China, Powerus is hoping to win a $1.1 billion contract from the Pentagon AKA We The People.

Trump’s sons manage Cantor Fitzgerald, a financial services, investment banking, fixed income sales, trading and real estate company. Until 2025 Howard Lutnik held control over the company but he turned it over to his sons when he became Commerce Secretary under Donald Trump. Cantor Fitzgerald is an investor to USA Rare Earth, Inc. which in January 2026 was given $277 million in funding and up to $1.3 billion in loans by the Trump Administration.

I don’t want to be unfair. I am not against people being successful. But it does look like Congress is allowing specific people to make a lot of money off We The People. Rich people who don’t have to worry about how to pay all their bills already, who have access to everything they need, and get to decide how much or how little the rest of us have. Don’t get me wrong. I know I could have made different choices in my life, however, my body is sick and I can’t do anything about that and I know people that can do less than I can. There are people that have died, and will die, because of the choices of the Trump Administration. Some of the companies I have written about will make money because of other people’s deaths. I don’t want my tax dollars spent this way.

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If you want to watch the video, hopefully it hasn’t been taken down and it is still here 🙂

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Feel free to leave your comments below!

My name is Summer. That is how you can call me. I hope that I am a blessing to you. I am not perfect. I will fall again. But I am forgiven. For anyone reading this that isn’t a Christian, unapologetically, I am a Jesus Follower, but I believe there is room for lots of beliefs and religions in the world. It is not my intent to offend people with different beliefs than I have and I would be open to open-minded conversations with no goals of changing anyone’s mind, but sharing information. If you are interested in becoming a Jesus Follower…Do you know Jesus? Do want the Holy Spirit to fill you and give you understanding and salvation? Ask Him. Want someone to pray with you? Contact me.

If you would like to know Jesus as your friend, but want to make this amazing commitment by yourself please pray something like this: Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world. I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me. I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.

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Regarding H.Con.Res.15

Regarding H.Con.Res.15

Dear Representative,

I am writing in regarding H.Con.Res.15 and calling an Article V Convention for proposing a Fiscal Responsibility Amendment to the United States Constitution and stipulating ratification by a vote of We the People. This resolution is sponsored by Jodey C. Arrington and submitted to the House on 2/24/2-25 and  then referred to the House Committee on the Judiciary.

  • Learn about H.Con.Res.15 at https://www.congress.gov/bill/119th-congress/house-concurrent-resolution/15
  • Learn about Jodey C. Arrington at https://www.congress.gov/member/jodey-arrington/A000375

Passing this bill would formally propose an constitutional amendment requiring a balanced budget. It acts as a concurrent resolution – a non-binding statement of Congressional intent that does not require the president’s signature to take effect. Passing this convention would change how the federal government spends money, potentially impacting citizens through changes in taxes, social programs and economic stability, although the effects would both be structural and personal, it is something we have to do now because The Treasury has declared the United States insolvent. We must act now. We must stop spending where we can.

Just a few ideas where revenue could be found are:

  • Rate adjustments for high earners
  • Increase corporate tax rates
  • Pursue unpaid taxes from higher wealth individuals
  • Site Neutral Health Care Reform
  • We are spending $207 million every month keeping people in detention centers, when 73% of them are not criminals and they could benefit us more if they were enrolled in The Dignity Act of 2025, paid a $7000 fine, got a job, paid taxes and earned their citizenship.
  • Studies indicate that a single-payer universal healthcare system in the U.S. could generate significant savings of hundreds of billions to over $5 trillion over a decade.

If you noticed I did not mention the normal cutting of Social Security, SNAP and Medicare. Dead people don’t pay taxes. A balanced budget cannot be a partisan issue. It is a practical reform that must happen.

Sincerely,

Summer D Clemenson

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Did Obama Do It Better

Did Obama Do It Better

I was not looking for this video. I was minding my own business, trying to wake up, trying to stretch my toes and talking myself into ignoring this fibromyalgia flare so I could do my workout and get moving for the day and I found myself watching a young black man showcasing a video of a man telling me how Obama did it better. He said the argument that MAGAs are making lately, that everything that Trump is doing, Obama did and we are only getting angry because it is Trump. But this guy is saying that Obama did it better. I didn’t share the video because the young man, after the older guy was done talking, went on a rant about race and I just didn’t think that is fair. As a wife in a black family, I know a little bit about black people, especially mixed people and I am pretty sure that President Obama knows he is black but he is also white and even though he doesn’t talk about it much, both are important to him.

I think people need to get over some of the boxes we put ourselves in. But until we do, I guess we have to maintain them. So I didn’t share that video, but since I could not stop thinking about the mature guy’s message, I went to look for the original video (It is at the bottom of this message, as long as it is still on Facebook and the code is still working. You can watch it for yourself if you want.) and I took some notes. I really was trying to decide, did Obama do it better?

This man said that Obama did all the following things better than Trump:

  • Obama used surgical strikes and limited military operations to take out targets and not start a war.
  • Unemployment was better under Obama.
  • The economy was better under Obama.
  • Deportations; more were done under Obama and they cost less under Obama (1/10 of the budget were his words)
  • Obama got a healthcare bill.
  • Obama got tax cuts for low and middle class people.

As far as war goes, I don’t really want to research this. I don’t like war. I do know we were still at war in Iraq and I know that under his leadership Osama bin Laden was assassinated. There are always air strikes and I know he did order many. I do not recall our government ever abducting any government leaders until Trump.

As far as unemployment goes, when Obama took office, unemployment was at 10%. By the end of his second term, it was down to 4.7%. Because of the work of his administration, Trump’s administration benefitted, and his administration was able to see unemployment drop to 3.5% before the pandemic of 2020. The U.S. unemployment rate increased from 4.0% to 4.3% in 2025 under Biden. As of January 2026 there has been no change in the unemployment rate under Trump. These numbers are from the Plus 500 website.

The best way to measure the economy is Gross Domestic Product (GDP) growth and job creation. Under Obama there was a 2.3% growth in GDP. While under Trump in his first term we saw a 2.6% growth and in the last year there has been a 4.3% growth. Under Obama there were 11.6 million jobs created. Under Trump in his first term there were negative 2.67 million jobs created. In the last year there have been 130,000 jobs created. Another way that people want to measure money is the stock market but I don’t want count that because only people with liquid assets can play that game. Since only about 60-65% of the population can afford to do that and I am not one of them, it doesn’t appear tangible to me.

President Obama deported 2.7 million people and be spent $200 billion dollars to do it. That breaks down to about $18,000 per person. President Trump has deported 622,000 people at the prices of $40 million. He did this at the average cost of $1 million each.

As far as ICE detention centers go, I cannot find numbers for how many people were detained in ICE detention centers under Obama and there is criticism about the quality of life there, which I do remember being very angry about then too. I am not sure why we did not learn from this. As of the end of December 2025 there were 70,805 people and families being detained in ICE detention centers, which was a 73.5% increase from the previous year. The daily average of detainees often exceeded 66,000, marking the highest levels of immigration detention in U.S. history. People are not getting medical treatment, the food is terrible and the conditions are not acceptable. People are not being allowed to speak to their lawyers or family. But ICE and CPB agents were not deployed on United States streets under Obama or in airports as they are under Trump.

Trump promised a healthcare plan. But he promised a lot of things. We all have thoughts about the Affordable Care Act that was enacted under Obama.

Under Obama we were blessed with tax cuts that meaningfully helped middle and low class wage earners: Making Work Pay, Child Tax Credit and Earned Income Tax Credit. Under Trump we have the   Tax Cuts and Jobs Act, which reduced the corporate tax rate from 35% to 21%, increased the child tax credit, and doubled the standard deduction.

I found these numbers by using the internet. You can decide for yourself. Was Obama a perfect president? Nope. Was he a better one. I know my answer. In the honor of respecting the peaceful transition of power am I praying for the current administration and the patience to get through every hellifying, I mean blessed surprise that each morning brings. YES!

Enjoy your day!

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If you want to watch the video, hopefully it hasn’t been taken down and it is still here 🙂

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Feel free to leave your comments below!

My name is Summer. That is how you can call me. I hope that I am a blessing to you. I am not perfect. I will fall again. But I am forgiven. For anyone reading this that isn’t a Christian, unapologetically, I am a Jesus Follower, but I believe there is room for lots of beliefs and religions in the world. It is not my intent to offend people with different beliefs than I have and I would be open to open-minded conversations with no goals of changing anyone’s mind, but sharing information. If you are interested in becoming a Jesus Follower…Do you know Jesus? Do want the Holy Spirit to fill you and give you understanding and salvation? Ask Him. Want someone to pray with you? Contact me.

If you would like to know Jesus as your friend, but want to make this amazing commitment by yourself please pray something like this: Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world. I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me. I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.

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Regarding H.B. 3289

Regarding H.B. 3289

Dear Representative,

I am writing regarding H.B. 3289 which is sponsored by Bill Huizenga of Michigan and introduced to the House on May 8, 2025. At that time it was referred to the Committee on the Budget, and in addition to the Committee on Rules, for a period to be subsequently determined by the Speaker, in each case for consideration of such provisions as fall within the jurisdiction of the committee concerned. It should be noted that there are 42 cosponsors; 22 republicans and 21 democrats total support this bill.

  • Read the bill at https://www.congress.gov/bill/119th-congress/house-bill/3289
  • Learn more about Bill Huizenga at https://www.congress.gov/member/bill-huizenga/H001058
  • Download a pdf of the text of the bill at https://www.congress.gov/119/bills/hr3289/BILLS-119hr3289ih.pdf

From what I have read H.B. 3289 would establish a Congressional Fiscal Commission within 60 days of the bill being passed. The goal of the commission would be first to educate the American people about the fiscal path our Nation is on and the deterioration, in the long run, of our Nation’s long-term financial sustainability for our future generations.

The duties of the Congressional Fiscal Commission will be to:

  1. Identify policies to meaningfully improve long-term fiscal conditions of the Federal Government, including reducing  the debt and deficit.
  2. Achieve a sustainable ratio of public debt of the Federal Government to Gross Domestic Product, which shall not be more than 100% by 2039.
  3. Improve the ability to pay the bills of the Federal Government for which Federal trust funds exist for at least 75 years.

I agree that you must vote for this bill. What really pisses me off is that this bill was brought to you 12 days before H.R.1, otherwise known as One Big Beautiful Bill Act.

  • Read about H.R.1 or One Big Beautiful Bill at https://www.congress.gov/bill/119th-congress/house-bill/1/summary/00
  • Read my letter to you asking you not to vote for Trumps Big Beautiful Bill at https://goodtimesalways.com/trumps-big-beautiful-bill/

I asked you not to raise our debt ceiling to $4 trillion, while increasing taxes on people that make less than $157K. I asked you not to consider pay increases to ICE when their budget is almost gone for the year. I told you that this bill would cripple the people who actually do the work in this country so the rich can have their bonuses. In February 2026 Trump signed into law $4 billion dollars in security-related support for Israel, combining long-standing aid commitments with expanded cooperation in emerging defense technologies and new restrictions on funding of certain international organizations. We are now three weeks in to a war with Iran and we have no end in site, but you are now finally willing to admit we are at war after we have spent an estimated $16.5 billion dollars.

You should have voted this bill in first. But since you didn’t, how am I supposed to trust you? You have let the a man with no military experience, 34 felonies and at least 27 women who have accused him of sex abuse raise taxes on the poor, cut taxes on the rich, send our military out into our own streets, fill prisons with innocent people and do it on our dime and you are going to have to tell us that we have to tighten our belts until we can’t breathe and it is going to hurt who? Probably not you.

The definition of treason:

  1. The betrayal of allegiance toward one’s own country, especially by committing hostile acts against it or aiding its enemies in committing such acts.
  2. The betrayal of someone’s trust or confidence.
  3. The offense of attempting to overthrow the government of the state to which the offender owes allegiance, or of betraying the state into the hands of a foreign power; disloyalty; treachery.

You do not deserve to be in the office you are in.

Sincerely,

Summer D Clemenson

Washington State House Republicans

Washington State House Republicans

To Whom It May Concern:

I am a concerned voter. Not a democrat. Not a republican. But I am very unhappy with the tax issues that democrats have created and I am very unhappy with our current governor. I have written to the Washington State House Republicans because by voting for the Millionaires Tax, regardless of 100,000 voters telling them not to, obviously the democrats are not hearing the people.

Honestly I voted completely democrat for the first time in my life when Trump ran. Not because he ran as a republican because I don’t believe he is a republican. But I believe he ran as whatever party would have him and I believe he is a monster. I was afraid of Project 2025 and I was afraid of everything that is happening right now at the hands of our federal government. I did not want our state government to support him.

This was not a good choice but I also did not believe that I was presented with acceptable choices by republicans. I want to tell you why. Queer and transgender people are humans first. They do not deserve to be othered. I am queer. I am not transgender but I know and care for people who are transgender and I see what other states are doing to remove the civil rights of these fellow humans. I have also heard my own republican representative use negative innuendos in reference to transgender people in his speeches which will keep me from voting for him because I believe civil rights are more important that taxes because fellow humans are more important than money. Too many United States military members have died for the freedom of us all to not remember that people are more valuable than dollars.

I am writing to you because I care about our state and I care about our people. All of our people. I want to share with you that I see a mistake you are making. By legislating humanity for consenting adults, by allowing representation to make comments that deny the rights of fellow humans to express themselves and seek medical care and treatment that should be private, between them and their medical team, denying their right to name themselves, which is available to everyone, not just transgender humans, it is no different than making derogatory remarks about people with black or brown or yellow skin. We are all born the way we are born. No one would choose to be different.

I do know that many people are afraid of what they think are issues related to this matter but I know that when leaders are fair and present, the rest can be seen honestly. The point of governance is to serve We The People; all the people. Please do not disregard my message.

Sincerely,

Summer D Clemenson

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Regarding The Swamp

Regarding The Swamp

Dear Representative,

I was watching TV tonight and I saw a speaker that gave me a moment of clarity regarding the swamp that has had me stewing for the last year, that helped me so much. You are supposed to be guardians of our constitution and this speaker referred to Congress as mall cops — they said you are not even a speed bump right now. When Trump sent missiles to hit Iran on Saturday 2/28/2026, the UN called an emergency meeting, however Congress didn’t bother to come in until Monday morning. This last year has been one complete failure after another from you. — And I am not just talking about republicans but democrats too.

It appears that all you do is call each other names and blame each other for things, while our president, the geriatric sex offender, urinates on our constitution, tears down our White House, and spits in the faces of The United States people, and anyone who gets in his way — Yet he is a coward and I guarantee you, if you stood up to him, his tantrum would be just that, because legally, Congress has the power. At least you used to. I am exhausted by the fact that no one has stopped him. You are forcing states to sue him in order to make him follow the law, when that is the first and foremost task of his position as president. What a waste of tax dollars. We are 10 days into a war in Iran and you still wont call it a war because that would mean you are guilty of not doing your job.

Since yesterday, 1,230 Iranians are dead. 22 Israelites have died. 394 people have died in Lebanon. 2 people have died in Saudi Arabia. Bahrain has lost 1 person. Kuwait and Oman have also lost 1 person each. 4 people have died in United Arab Emirates and also in Syria. 15 people have died in Iraq. 7 United States military members have died. In 10 days at least 1,681 humans are no longer breathing and existing.

As of yet I have not found an actual reason for an emergency air strike. I have not seen a war plan. I have not read an exit strategy. However I did find H.R. 8070. Which tells me you have been planning what looks like WWIII since 4/18/2024.

I haven’t read the Epstein Files on purpose. But I have read and seen enough from victims that it also seems as though this war and the fact that H.Res. 1100 was not passed, that maybe the reason that we have had to push so hard, and still have to keep demanding to see all the remaining files, that the real swamp that needs to be drained is not just in the White House but in every level of our government.

While people fight for basic civil rights, that should be private and no one’s business — like who I can legally marry, or what medical procedures I can choose, with my medical team, for my body, if I am not in the state of Washington, there are families in overcrowded ICE facilities being traumatized. 72% of these people are not criminals and they are being held in privately owned prisons so the rich owners of those facilities can collect tax payer’s dollars. These same people were once working and paying taxes and many were trying to legally become naturalized or at least seek asylum. Why are they being held for so long? I thought the plan was to deport them. Why didn’t we learn from President Obama’s Administration? Why didn’t ICE seek out the dangerous criminals first and deal with them before everyone else?

You are supposed to be public servants of We The People. This country is suffering and you are not listening. If you are, you are not working hard enough, because I am tired of seeing polls asking if I think Trump should be impeached. I have written to you about this more than once. I know I am not the only one. I don’t want another email telling me you got my message. I don’t want any emails asking me for money. I want you to do your job.

Sincerely,

Summer D Clemenson

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Divided

Divided

Thirty eight thousand times he is mentioned in the Epstein Files
In over five thousand three hundred documents
his name is found
Does that make him guilty
That remains to be seen
But Jesus is named in
The King James Bible
Nine hundred and eighty three times
and He is the main Man

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I am happy you pray for him
I do too
I don’t lay hands on him
and my prayers are probably different
because I can only bring myself
to ask God to find glory for Himself
The rest of my prayers are for peace for
The United States of America
which seems very divided

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Oh how my soul aches
for children who are no longer children
and for many who are
no longer living
For the truth that no one
will save us
Because you think you can pray
for a narcissist
and he will become anything
other than what he is

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God is the maker of free will
and He honors the contracts of our mouth

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