One

My love and I sit entwined

although our bodies

are in different rooms

Dancing inside are

Your wish for us

wrapped around hope

and joy

and something much larger

than one word can convey

To be so completely connected

but never satiated

keeps my curiosity high

Calls me back to the promise

Maintains a fervor back to your heart

Where my identity

My true name

are written in blood

You catch me in the strongest arms

You carry me in the softest embrace

You bless me absolutely

and I can only consider

my devotion

as we move together

as one

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The Rainbow

I know all promises are fulfilled

because you are here

You have filled the empty places

and the reality

is no longer overwhelming but healing

To enjoy the dance

doesn’t just make me stronger

as we move together

The colors that paint the sky

made of water and light

have shown me the greatest declaration

and my eyes have forever been opened

to who I am with you

The revelation you have been here forever

while I was being perfected

makes me sing in uplifted tones with my hands held high

The burning inside

is encouragement that I was made for this path

Makes my motivation more real

I continue to become more of who I was made to be

My greatest JOY is that you are always here

The rainbow doesn’t have to be anticipated anymore

because the treasure has been unearthed

The See Side

I swim in a pool of unuttered tears

only known by the LOVE that hears and sees and knows

The cool of the liquid

comforts sore hands and knees that are scraped

The waves are red and blue

the colors of you while we played

I know you know that you are loved

by not only me

My arms rest on the water

They ache to hold you now

as when we danced and learned and sang

I know that you know that I smile

as I remember sleepless nights

and the comfort of the sound of our games

Faith in you washes over my newest scars

A great wall made of stone

divides us today

It continues to be built regardless of my hope

I know you know

the LOVE that whispers encouragement

and holds us safe

from the law abiding guards

I sang my heart song into the wind today

and I know you know

I will keep dancing in the rain

until we can revel in rainbows again

where our outstretched arms

replace the miles of regulations

While LOVE builds the sand we sink our feet in

into the firm foundation that calls us to walk on the water

where we will dance and learn and sing

The Biggest Piece

Can I manufacture hope when I am less than You

What if I lost my control

My direction

My passion

Would You love me less than me

In the peace You are the piece of me I could never have made

The life in me that never runs dry

Becomes immobile

Forgets the goal

Regardless of the surprises

The add-ons

The details I wasn’t told about until I have shown up tired

Used up

Gave with the part of me that doesn’t live

You live in me

Love for me

You are the maker of my hope

While I learn to let You be the biggest piece of me

JOY is Always

Thank You in our JOY
Thank You in our times of
perceived lack

Thank You because in
Your patience
Your salvation is true

For the suffering man in the cold
For the lost dog
For the rich man who thinks
they have it all

My heart aches because
Your JOY is full
but we don’t know

Why did I stand here
ringing a bell
that sings over Cowlitz County
The rings louder than
the truth we don’t have time for

Until they trust me
I will stand here
& in your patience
I will see your salvation
become real for more
than the 12 in this room

Sometimes I don’t hear either
so I will thank You
that You are true & never move and I never lack

by Summer D Clemenson
December 14, 2013

Wings Not Necessary

you dangle over a ravine
you dug
Faith not of God
but by your own power
you have danced, sang and praised

In the light of His love
He feeds you
and sustains you
just enough

“Not enough!”
you scream
“Where are You?”
you shout
you flail around
in the river of your own blood

your tantrum will end soon
In your quiet
He will be heard

Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty
He is great and worthy of praise
He enjoys the glance of your eye
He inhabits His praise
His glory is worth noticing

His blood saved you
In your exuberance
In your new freedom
you didn’t know how

your mind is confused
as you try to use two
The old mind still sings
yet Christ in You reigns
so in your good intensions
you suffer
your ministry flounders
because you are listening to the wrong heart

But God is faithful
His is happy you are dangling
because when you grow weary
and let go
He wont let you crash
anywhere
but in His arms

By Summer D Clemenson
November 25, 2013
Based on James chapter 1

My Blood Covered Face

You have taken something from me

I can never have again

You stole it

with insatiable teeth and greedy hands

You planned it

and here we stand

while you have never see my face

I don’t glorify God

He told me I can’t

before I was born He breathed me into being

He knew the hurts He would have to heal

before He chased me down with more passion

than I have ever possessed

He saw me in a light I didn’t create

All I said was yes

He is glory and

He glorifies Himself in me

You can’t hear me

on top of your high mountain

Your reflection is all you see

In the tone you have perfected

you have fooled many

But I have listened to my heart

I can’t see you because

I am looking at Him

I don’t glorify God

He has told me to stop

He didn’t create me as a his pilot light

But the stand that He sets ablaze

The fire you try to start

smolders while my tears run down His cross

and I choose to forgive you

He sees me as He created me

And I said yes

He is glory and

He glorifies Himself in me

In His blood I am me

by Summer D Clemenson
November 2, 2013

and I Groaned

and my heart was happy

while the angels sang

in words that only You can hear

Their cries rose out and over

encompassing this man

encompassing and overflowing

as Your messengers sang

You took him away and brought him back again

brand new

His eyes glowed and shone of Your mercy

clothed in Your banner of love

his spirit ever singing Your praise and Your grace

Oh holy Lord

Oh holy Lord

Oh holy Lord

You won

You are life

You are

As Your countenance shone through mine

You overflowed

Your love on all that were infiltrated by Your miracles

who foresaw and believed

with empty hands and full hearts

they sang with me as I was embellished

who You are

as You chose to prove who You are

I heard my soul singing

in our secret prayer songs

and I groaned

Amen

By Summer D Clemenson
10-8-2013

Dedicated to Lynn’s Brother

The Mission

Louder than the wind

I hear the screams

The accusations

The fighting

All the times you didn’t know how

to choose joy

The whirlwind never stops

The one that keeps my voice

out of your head

Judgement

Defiance

Defenselessness

fed by a spirit you know well

but not by name

I want nothing more than to love you

I have gone to the ends

of the world & back

I chose you

I will never give up

So I will wait

Even if it is your last breath

I will hear you

when you choose joy

by Summer D Clemenson

9-28-2013

 


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