Every day you wake up
to things you didn’t think
would ever happen
It’s hard to hope

It’s 4:41 am and I hear the rain
and I hope the embers
at The Red Lion Inn will finally extinguish
because I don’t want Kelso 

Thirty eight thousand times he is mentioned in the Epstein Files
In over five thousand three hundred documents
his name is found
Does that make him guilty

It’s almost as if my body wasn’t mine
Opinions rain down around me
Regardless of the season
By the time I learned

The bad guys look like good guys
In fact they look like
grandpas and brothers
uncles and daddies and friends

When I am with you
I am at capacity
I am acceptable by myself
Yet I am optimized

Donald Trump has warned
The United States
will hit Iran
“with a force that has never been seen before”

The search light searches
for life and truth
And sometimes there is just mystery
Because God cannot be completely understood

Dr. Linda Davis died
Tuesday February 17th
in a car crash around 7:45 am
during the potentially illegal pursuit

Geraldo Lunas Compos
died on January 3rd
He was a man
being held down by guards

I must stand in the light
and be the reflection
Of the love I know full well
Many think they know His love

Forgiveness does not mean
we don’t need change
Just because I accept
the peace that

There is no picture of
Luis Gustavo Núñez-Cáceres
that I can find
This 42-year-old

My soul hurts today
I have never been raped
but men have touched me
without my permission

“Our professionally trained medical staff
including licensed doctors and nurses
provide timely compassionate care
to all individuals in our custody”

I praise God because He is good
even when no is right
and everyone is right
and the Epstein files are proving

Victor Manuel Diaz
died in ICE custody
at Camp East Montana
on Digital Road in El Paso, Texas

They’re all wearing masks
They don’t identify themselves
They are driving around in
unmarked vehicles

The 5th person to die in ICE custody
this month
in the first 16 days of 2026
Herber Sanchez Dominguez

Parody La was a 46-year-old male
La was last seen in Upper Darby Philadelphia
He left to get groceries on January 6, 2026
He had been detained

“Its gonna be hard to break me
because I have a strong spirit
and I grew up with a whole lot of love”
Keith Porter was shooting his gun in the air

Alex Pretti never touched
the gun in his holster
the one he was licensed to carry
the one our second amendment protects
He had no criminal record

“I’m fine Dude
I’m not mad at you”
Renee Good‘s last words

I am made in my Creator’s image
I am white
I am female…

What if there was no left or right?
What if there was no black or white?
What if we saw the beauty…

I am a woman
Many of my friends have been raped
All of my female friends have been
touched inappropriately

I hate the hatred God
How can they hate
someone they have never met…

I am the kind of civilian that
has already been forgotten
Yet you already want me to forgive…

Every Person is Important
I am not just saying this because
I am white…

Sometimes I try to climb back into the embrace of
Our arms entwined and our heart to heart…

I missed you today
I have missed you lots of days
because you are going through…

It is hard to think with my human mind
Sometimes my spirit is on fire
And I can’t imagine how to move…

Wednesday January 29, 2025
probably seemed like any other night
Until Headline News screamed…

I have always had to be brave
I wasn’t allowed to be
my authentic
messy…

Things we have never seen before
have happened at his hand
He has encouraged us to give way to violence…