Today was good but it won. I did get my workout in and a very small walk in. I hurt today and even though I am tired I am not sleeping and if I do sleep, I have stressful dreams.
Talking on the phone is hard for me. Phones have been used as weapons against me in the past. In the last few years I have tried to make more of an effort to handle making doctor appointments so Karen has one thing off her shoulders. It took 5 phone calls is two days but my CT Scan is scheduled. That is a win for me.
I got my labs done today but I am pretty sure my primary didn’t get the message from my oncologist or myself because they only took one vial…so I imagine I will have to go back. Ugh…
Karen was able to get me to the clinic and back but as she tried to manage the car, while attempting a few errands the car died. Thank God I insisted we get AAA a few months ago because we had no money to pay for a tow, even with reimbursement from our insurance company. I think this was a win for God…We had an appointment for next Wednesday but now that our car is at the shop it may be repaired sooner…I hope. I am always amazed at Karen’s faith…she is so much better at stressful things than I am.
I think I am going to bed early tonight so I can rest up for trying again tomorrow…
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Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world.
I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me.
I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.
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