God does
When I don't have enough faith God does. Been contemplating a lot. Not a lot I want to share with anyone but God and my team but I am hanging in there and I am thankful. I have had a lot of doctor appointments lately and will have more too. The bills are mounting and...
I am Struggling
I know God is with me. I keep talking to Him. He is the only one around most of the time. I know He is working. But I am struggling. I spent much of yesterday watching Little House on the Prairie. I needed it. I wish the world was really like that. Where people were...
Honoring the Process of Healing
I am honoring the process of healing. Having COVID-19 was hard. So is healing from it. Most decongestants and cough meds have ibuprofen or acetaminophen in them; I cannot have those. My doctor prescribed some that would work but my insurance would not cover them and...
Keeping My Eyes on My Path
I must practice keeping my eyes on my path. I have been pushing hard to get our home clean and organized. Karen works 3 jobs and her strengths are not domestic, however she is excellent at keeping the garbage under control and she has gotten tremendously better at...
I Got COVID-19
The last month has been hard. As I got over one thing, I was hit with something else. Winter is generally harder on me... In all of it, I am thankful and have hope. Thanks be to God. My primary doctor went on vacation, which I am glad she was able to do, but I was...
Radical Acceptance
I am so thankful to Jesus! Radical acceptance tells me that I am not ready for what I want but He is always working on me and I always have what I need. I am a blessed woman. The easy way has never worked for me so struggle is not new to me. Luckily for me, I don’t...
Merry Christmas 2021
Merry Christmas from Karen and I! We had a wonderfully relaxing day. Xavier got us up by 9 am so I made Karen coffee (I am not drinking coffee right now but she loves it) and Karen found the Disney Christmas Parade. That was fun to watch. I did not have any episodes...
Trigeminal Neuralgia
I am being treated for Trigeminal Neuralgia. 7 days of meds should get me into remission. I will see a neurologist as soon as possible not just because of this but other issues I am having that are not as painful, just annoying. My episode today, started around 2 pm....
Keep Moving
I must keep moving! These pain experiences are happening more frequently and sometimes are much longer. Last night Karen said my episode may have been 2 minutes. I can’t make an episode happen so I don’t know what is causing it. Most of the time it seems to be nerves...
Self-Care is Important
Today is a good day! But last night was terrible ...you would think I would read ingredients on a new food...but I didn’t so I have been tired and in more pain all day. I decided today was a good day to rest from my workout because self-care is important and rest is...
Choose Positivity
Today has been a great day to choose positivity, following 2 other great days. Thursday I did most of my workout and made a huge pot of soup with onion, carrots, celery, cabbage, corn, pumpkin, ground turkey and plant based sausage. It turned out great. There are two...




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