In this moment I feel You
I can hear the praises
my soul sings to You
in words I don’t know
but I can feel them love You
~
Like the first breeze after a hot flash
or muscles that have been held in place too long
that are free to stretch out
and dance to music only i can hear
You are the only One
I want to worship
~
I know I fail sometimes
In my humanity I am weak
But when I repent
When I remember who You are Grace is amazing
Even though you suggested
my head be removed
because I donāt agree with you
I donāt hate you I have decided
I donāt have any energy for that
~
Implying that I am not worthy of consideration
or being heard
Even as I argued your point
From a different perspectiveĀ
No matter what every person is important and I don’t care if you want to stay the same
~
Some of this rage is absolutely mine
but I am done being angry
or guilty of feeding
Your inner emotional vampire
I am inspired from the transmutationĀ
of anger to creativityĀ
~
I know you require my life forceĀ
but itās not available
I have been working on Light Containment Management
to keep you from manipulatingĀ
what is mine
~
See you on the other sideĀ
of this Planetary Detox Event
Iāll be the one who can look myself in the eyes
I donāt think you hate me
It is natural to be scared of
people who can do what you canāt
The ringing in my ears
swings between the normal hum
and somewhere beyond octaves I can’t sing
My eyes weep involuntarily
in time with the pulsing in my cheeks
My face is not literally on fire
but the nerves are not making
life fun these days
~
My wrists have been singing to me all week
and my ankles answer back
While lying down I realize I don’t know
how long I have been pointing and flexing
my toes as if I was preparing to dance
I went off Methotrexate
to make sure my shingles vaccine worked
Karen asked if I noticed a difference
It’s hard to say
~
I applied Deep Blue Stick liberally
and more than usual yesterday
I just broke out the Sumatriptan
I can take one more in an hour and a half
if this migraine doesn’t break
I hope the pills are successful
I am out of the cannabis product that works for me
Piano music is playing
The diffuser is going with Breathe and On Guard
The blackout curtains are doing their job
I just cancelled plans with Mom
~
Being Chronic is no joke
~
I must have passed out
I imagine this is the feeling of a weighted blanket
The medicine triumphed
But moving is very difficult
It takes much thought and devotion
When my face spasms
I see an image of a brain being squeezed
while I press on my face
I forgot about the burning smell
I will go back to sleep now
that I have documented this for
future moments of inspection
~
Today is just beginning but it is already over
Being Chronic is no joke
There is more than one frequency
that I pick up on
Not just what the world demands
and my sick body requires
but what my Spirit sings to me Words most of us donāt want to hear
~
I am very aware of what I need
I have walked on this earth
I am well read
You did not show up for me
when I needed you God has always taught me well
He wants me to forgive you
~
My capacity to love is vast
My ability to forgive is impressive
The art of teaching you is another story
Because you know what you know
You donāt want to know more
You think you know everything
so you donāt listen
~
To be so sure of everything is decadent
I donāt know anyone that rich
Even my own body betrays me
I should be so much more without
If I accepted the lies it tells me
But instead I embrace all the joy I can find
I will get to the todo list in time
~
I am the Beloved
but I am only that to Him
In this world
I am many other things
They are heavy and hard to carry
I canāt accept more burdens from you
I wont carry what you have for me
~
My pack is full
of things you are afraid to talk about Racism, Queerphobia and Chronic Illness are all part of my life
I can’t afford to hate them
when we share the same mirror
Otherwise what is the point of hope?
What I think is important too
~
If I choose to forgive you
even if you don’t apologize
how many rooms will I have shut off from you
inside myself
because you refuse to see me?
I know you have your own burdens
you have told me about them all my life
I don’t need you to tell me how to carry mine
On this 16th day of March 2026
I know this day is givingĀ
The prophets I have listened to
agreed that this day was
one reason we are all twitterpated
~
You are holy
All knowing
You created this day and me
I donāt know anything about aura
But I thought I was seeing something goldenĀ
Instead it was a prism
of jewel tones
Like a crown if You were to wear one
Like You have called me
~
Every sound is profound
I feel them
Even as the nerve pain has
made it quite painful to speak
So painful it has a taste
So I write
You are holy You are here I am in You
~
So I wait for what is to come
because waiting is a practice Listening is a skill Hearing is a process Living is a gift
~
All Hail the King
not the one on the throne
the one that demands glory
respects no one and gives little
But the one in my heart
Who showed me what love is
so I could love Him
and my neighbor
and calls me His Beloved
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Anything you want done, baby
I’ll do it naturally ‘Cause I’m every woman (Every woman)
It’s all in me
It’s all in me
I have always loved Whitney Houston. I have belted out Great Love of All and Jesus Loves Me, in her style more times than I can count. Even the way I sing The Star Spangled Banner is inspired by her.Ā When I was a teenager I would dance to I Wanna Dance with Somebody until my legs would give out. When I would play Barbies, I wore out two Whitney dolls and Whitney and Ken were always the Houstons and no one was allowed to play with those dolls but me.
I watched the movie Whitney the other day. In it I saw a wonderfully talented woman. But all she really wanted was to be a wife and mother. Yet, she was more wanted than her husband. And to be that talented and to be that successful, she could only do it with a cocaine habit and the unfaltering support of him. So his talent was set aside. Her desires were forgotten. She died young. So did their only daughter.
In a scene where Bobby Brown‘s best friend was murdered, he calls Whitney, who has just walked off stage to get a sip of a beverage. They hand her the phone and he tells her what has happened. She listens. She tells him she will handle everything. Then she pulls her shoulders back and goes back on stage.
I never lived at that height of success but I know what that feels like. I know what it feels like to be everything to everyone but yourself. I know what it feels like to be in high school and have 3 part time jobs, be the family chauffer, help pay the household bills, not just drop them off, but actually pay some of them. Before I had a driver’s license, I would go grocery shopping on my bicycle. I know what it is like to make clothes for myself and people in my house. I know what it is like to not go to school because a sibling is sick. Or not go to work because someone is sick that I didn’t give birth to.
When one sibling got a chronic illness we did a fundraiser walk as a family. When I got 13 of them. Nothing.
When all my siblings got married, one twice, and one to a person of the same gender, they got the wedding and the gifts. Me nothing.
I am not angry. I was hurt. But I am a strong woman. And I know what love is. I did everything I did because I know what love is.
Anything you want done, baby
I’ll do it naturally
I’m every woman
It’s all in me
I can read your thoughts right now
Everyone, from A to Z
Whoa, whoa, whoa
At some point. An exact point, actually, I knew I had to choose me. Cancer makes things really clear. The only person, besides Jesus, that actually chose me was Karen G Clemenson. I was always told that people loved me in their own way and I had learned that most people’s way left me without what I needed: to be seen and heard and respected. But Karen, she got me. Well, so did Jamie Holloway, but true heart sisters are a gift from God and she is the greatest!
I am not a magician. The rest of Whitney’s song is kind of mystical for me but it is fun to dance to. But I know the rest of Whitney’s story and I can’t go out like that. I have things to do. God made me to not fit in and to tell the truth. I am made to stand up and share things as I learn them because I am a leader; a profit. It’s not an easy job. I get tired easily and I have to watch who I give my energy to.
I was neither given, nor did I choose an easy life. But I have love and I have honor. I wish the same for you.
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Feel free to leave your comments below!
My name is Summer. That is how you can call me. I hope that I am a blessing to you. I am not perfect. I will fall again. But I am forgiven. For anyone reading this that isnāt a Christian, unapologetically, I am a Jesus Follower, but I believe there is room for lots of beliefs and religions in the world. It is not my intent to offend people with different beliefs than I have and I would be open to open-minded conversations with no goals of changing anyoneās mind, but sharing information. If you are interested in becoming a Jesus Followerā¦Do you know Jesus? Do want the Holy Spirit to fill you and give you understanding and salvation? Ask Him. Want someone to pray with you?Ā Contact me.
If you would like to know Jesus as your friend, but want to make this amazing commitment by yourself please pray something like this: Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world. I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me. I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.
I was raised in a conservative church and
a conservative family
I did what I was told
but I read my bible
because I enjoyed it
My understanding was in part
but I was diligent
~
I served
If I did what was expected
I got the stuff I needed
But I was not heard
My heart often held my un-cried tears
~
Now Jesus had found me
at a young age
and He had been my guide
when I was often alone
He was the teacher
who knew the most
who heard me when I cried
His warmth was my clarification
~
When I left the church
and then the family
He was the one that remembered me
He was the one that taught me to love
Jesus knows how to listen
He knows the power
of asking questions
of honoring each person He created
~
Jesus understands persecution
He knows what it feels like
to not be heard in your hometown
He knows what it feels like to not be able to go home
He knows I want to be real
~
People who stand on top of bibles
and use them as weapons
and not as a love letter make me sad
Not only are they hurting
the people they target
The people they decided
God doesn’t want
They are hurting themselves too
~
If you don’t let your Beloved chase you
however will you know
that you know
how far He will go
if the crucifixion wasn’t enough
~
Because people who stand on bibles
who make laws
more important than people
are telling you that Christ’s death on the cross
was not enough
His choice to die for all of us
is circumstantial
~
But the direct evidence indicates
that when Israel
continued to choose lust, pride and greed
when they broke God’s heart repeatedly and still do Jesus died for all of us
~
When Jesus was here
He ate with sinners
the people the church people
would not be seen with
the people they could be punished
for partying with
because Jesus knew
with them them He could be real
~
I haven’t learned to trust
most people yet
But with Jesus
I can be real
With everyone else boundaries are my friend
~
A note about the art. I was at a loss about what to use and I decided to google “I Want to be Real” and was overwhelmed with these images. So I went with it.
I was a hypocrite once
I was so well trained that I didnāt know who I was
I didnāt have words or experience or reason to think in
any other way until I did
And so I said things like
I can understand gay peopleĀ
but bisexual doesnāt make sense
You have to chooseĀ
What is wrong with transgender people? God doesnāt make mistakes
~
For years I was confusedĀ
I went to a Christian therapist and tried to pray it away
Blame it on KarenĀ
Both my therapist and I prayed for Karen
I couldnāt be queer
I had loved Monte
But when I asked God for a partner there was Karen
My therapist’s ministry could not be connected to me
after I married Karen but I understand why
I knew the lingo
~
When I began to search I found that sex is more than genitaliaĀ
Itās more than DNA
Itās how you think
How you speak
How you move
How you express who you are
I was right that God doesnāt make mistakes
But sometimes humansĀ
canāt see something hidden more than skin deep
~
No one would choose to be queer or transgender
But we should not have to fight to exist
Laws should not be made
so that we canāt use the bathroom
or marry who we love
Laws should not have to be made
to make sure we can get
housing or a job
We donāt deserve to be hated
just because we arenāt lying about who we are
~
So many people lie about who they are
They cheat on their partners and themselves
They say they love God
but they are not generous or kind
They tell people how they should live
while they hide who they really are
While they hate themselves and think smallĀ
While they hurt people and
say one thing in public
and a very different thing in private
~
I think we should all
be free to love ourselves ToĀ be honestĀ
To find beauty in all kinds of people
Because God made us all
and God understands that it is really hard
for some of us to live on this earth
And the choices I make are
for He and I to talk about
And He will talk to you about yours
~
And since God is not a man
outside of Jesus
but God is Jesus and Spirit
God is a They
so They understand more
than we give Them credit for
I see your arguments
your hateful comments
about people with brown skin
that you have never met
I see your praise of a leader that doesn’t lead
but drags people around in shoes that don’t fit
because they are afraid of him
~
At least 27 women
and 2 little girls have said
he hurt them
He has been found guilty of 34 felonies
Yet you never ask any questions
~
As of April 10, 2026
$28 billion dollars has been
flushed down the toilet
on a war in Iran
Where not one of Trump’s goals have been met
but you still praise him
~
$170 billion dollars has been given by Congress
to fund buying and renovating buildings
and arresting and detaining immigrants
but only 300 immigrants have been deported this year
Why are we holding them?
Why don’t you care
that our tax dollars are hurting people?
~
You are so concerned about taxes, taxes, taxes
You are so concerned about
rights, but not responsibility
You are so concerned about
the unborn
but don’t concern yourself with the alive
~
My best friend and I
have looked death in the eye
more than once
We know the value of life
and you stupid people
know nothing about
what is important
~
You talk about people like they are garbage
But most of you will never meet
the Trump Administration
yet you trust them
while they line their pockets
with government contracts for their family and friends
and you swallow their lies like it is honey
~
Don’t tell me that Muslims are evil
You know nothing about Jesus
if you did
you would know that every person is important
~
12 days before One Big Beautiful Bill was brought before Congress
so was H.B. 3289
Congress knew The Treasury was about to to claim
The United States insolvent and we can’t pay our bills
Yet under this corrupt regime we keep spending money
A bill that would force Congress to create a balanced budget was swept under the rug
But let’s keep blowing things up
Because Trump said so
What do you do with the little balls of yarn that are too small for much? You make a Knotty Wares blanket. Karen G Clemenson had mentioned that Veterans of Foreign Wars Post 1045 could use some lap blankets, not just baby blankets and since I had a bunch of small balls of yarn, I thought I would make a Knotty Wares blanket for the first lap blanket of 2026. What is a Knotty Wares blanket? Well, when I used to have a site at KnottyWares dot com that is what we called the items that were made out of leftovers. I liked to find one color of yarn that I have a lot of, in this case I had a lot of brown and so there is a brown thread through the entire blanket and I paired it with other colors. Some blankets were just random, where you blindly grabbed the first ball and just tied it on and kept going when the last one ended, but I had several of similar colors, so this one turned into blocks of colors. Karen enjoyed watching me make this one, this weekend.
If you would like to donate any yarn to me or any blankets toĀ Living Ministries, I am the person to contact for that. You can also donate yarn or crocheted baby blankets atĀ Wellness Works NWĀ which is located insideĀ Forever Fit GymĀ at 1211 18th Ave, Longview, WA.
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Feel free to leave your comments below!
My name is Summer. That is how you can call me. I hope that I am a blessing to you. I am not perfect. I will fall again. But I am forgiven. For anyone reading this that isnāt a Christian, unapologetically, I am a Jesus Follower, but I believe there is room for lots of beliefs and religions in the world. It is not my intent to offend people with different beliefs than I have and I would be open to open-minded conversations with no goals of changing anyoneās mind, but sharing information. If you are interested in becoming a Jesus Followerā¦Do you know Jesus? Do want the Holy Spirit to fill you and give you understanding and salvation? Ask Him. Want someone to pray with you?Ā Contact me.
If you would like to know Jesus as your friend, but want to make this amazing commitment by yourself please pray something like this: Thank you Jesus that You are the Son of God, the God that created heaven and earth. Thank you Jesus that You came to earth in the form of a man so that You would be able to empathize with my humanity. Thank You that You did this in order to fulfill the promises You made at the foundation of the world. I realize that I am a sinner and do things that hurt myself and keep myself away from you. Thank You that You died for my sins so that You could defeat death and bring me into Your life. Please forgive me. I ask You to be Lord of my life. I ask you to heal my hurts and show me what my new life, empowered by You looks like. Thank You for Your mercy.
I was thinking we love differently
but that isnāt true
because we both love completely
You tell me you love me
constantly
and randomly
You say I am beautiful
and sexy even
when I feel icky
You work hard for us
You try hard
You give us everything you have
~
And I love you the same
~
I learned to mend your socks
because you love them
I learned to organize the receipts
because you need to keep them
I learned to like chicken
and hard boiled eggs
more than ever before
I ever knew you
My heart stopped when I saw
your blood pressure meds had been recalled
until the pharmacy let me know
you would be alright
I noticed that your shirt was on backwards
because I was checking you out
and I told you
so no one else would tease you
~
We love each other the same
We just communicate different
Every day you wake up
to things you didn’t think
would ever happen
It’s hard to hope
When some people believe
they count more than you do
and that some people don’t count at all
~
There are people who celebrate
covetousness
and prejudice
and foolishness
pretending to be might
~
But we are called to be change
if we are known
and we know our true greatness
If we know our Creator’s voice
we have purpose
To find peace in honesty
To be messengers to those who have forgotten dignity
because we are hope
~
Note: based on speech given by President Obama at Reverend Jesse Jackson’s Memorial 3/6/2026
Itās 4:41 am and I hear the rain
and I hope the embers
at The Red Lion Inn will finally extinguish
because I donāt want KelsoĀ
to be on fire
The ache in my bones
is enough to remind me
That Jamie keeps talking about barometric pressure
~
I am awake at this hour often
and listen to the sounds
of Longview traffic
dock workers
and a mill town
Trains and a variety
of people with rough hands
People that love their dogs
more than their neighbors
and don’t realize what part of history
we should let go of
for the sake of our kids
~
If you step outside
and you know where to look
there are people who
live in their cars
and doorways
and every kind of structure
Look online and you can read
what some people think about that
Per capita we more generous
than more wealthy parts of our state
But we also have more secrets
and health issues
and we don’t like change
~
But every kind of person lives here
Seen or not
Heard or not
The friend
The socialite
Politician or religious zealot
The quiet people who listen
more than they talk
The teachers
The healers and artists
The people who donāt know what to do with themselves
and the ones who think they know best
~
This is Kelso-Longview
where everyone and no one knows your name
Some people love it
and others hate it
And sometimes you can see a downpour behind you
and a rainbow in front of you
My grandpa told me
the only other time he ever saw that
was when he was stationed in Japan
So I think of this place as not only my home
but a gift
Thirty eight thousand times he is mentioned in the Epstein Files
In over five thousand three hundred documents
his name is found
Does that make him guilty
That remains to be seen
But Jesus is named in
The King James Bible
Nine hundred and eighty three times
and He is the main Man
~
I am happy you pray for him
I do too
I donāt lay hands on him
and my prayers are probably different
because I can only bring myself
to ask God to find glory for Himself
The rest of my prayers are for peace for The United States of America
which seems very divided
~
Oh how my soul aches
for children who are no longer children
and for many who are
no longer living
For the truth that no one
will save us
Because you think you can pray
for a narcissist
and he will become anything
other than what he is
~
God is the maker of free will
and He honors the contracts of our mouth
Itās almost as if my body wasnāt mine Opinions rain down around me
Regardless of the season
By the time I learned
not to listen
I had become a cynic
~
One time I stood in the midst of them
and shouted
“I am single by choice”
This is how I saved myself
because even if you want to be of serviceĀ
They think you are for sale
~
He was behind me in line
and thought it was ok
to massage my ears
He did not ask
I told him never to do that again
But I still feel sick
when I think about it
I guess prison taught him nothing
~
I taught the children the names
of their body parts
Told them if someone stole them
to fight and scream forever
and I got reprimanded
But I was empoweringĀ
the ones I loved most
and I would do it again
~
Because this world is not kind
to those who are vulnerable
The bad guys look like good guys
In fact they look like
grandpas and brothers
uncles and daddies and friends
Their skin is usually white
They have more than enough
Yet they must take from the children and the womenĀ
The most vulnerable and the most responsible
~
We pay them well
In fact they own most of the wealthĀ
Yet we like to make sure they keep it
even though we are the ones who need
It is by their hands we bleed
~
Rock a bye babyĀ
Far up in the tree top
We want you to be safe
So we donāt see you
when you cry for help
And we certainly donāt hear you
when you cry Rape!
~
Holy holy holy
Whoever’s name we like to throw around
When it suits us
But we donāt really know You
And we certainly donāt love anything but the power of these
When I am with you
I am at capacity I am acceptable by myself
Yet I am optimized
by your presence
How did I ever live without you?
~
I knew love
by its full name
before I knew you
At least part way
But you showed me
new depths
and another side
~
When it was safe
we became we
Because it was safe
we became our own selves
Itās bigger than love because
I was known by and
I know you
Because I had been heard I was seen
Donald Trump has warned The United States
will hit Iran
“with a force that has never been seen before”
if the Middle East nation retaliates
From one murderer to another Putin said
“Please accept my deep condolences in connection with the murder
of the Supreme Leader of the Islamic Republic of Iran”
~
Zack Polanski said the attack on Iran is illegal
He’s a British politician
but his family started in Latvia
and then went to Ukraine
and then Poland
and finally the UK
to avoid antisemitism
“Thatās the law of the jungle
Thatās an end to international law“
~
Hezbollah leader Naim Qasem
calls Ali Khamenei
a martyr
who leaves behind tens of millions of devotees
“We will fulfil our duty in confronting aggression
confident in Allahās victory
guidance
and support”
~
Israeli military spokesperson
Lieutenant Colonel Nadav Shoshani
ensured reporters that many targets remained
including militaryāindustrial production sites
“We have the capabilities
and the targets
to keep going on for as long as necessary”
~
Iranian President Masoud Pezeshkian
issued a statement this morning
“The assassination of the highest political official
of the Islamic Republic of Iran and the prominent leader
and authority of the Shiite world by
the sinister American-Zionist axis
is considered a declaration of open war
on Muslims
especially Shiites
in all corners of the world”
~
As the men talk
hardly anyone mentioned that
on February 28, 2026 Minab School was hit AN ALL-GIRLS PRIMARY SCHOOL
located near an Iranian military site
148 people are dead
95 people are injured
Those little girls will never be mothers Ramadan Kareem
The search light searches
for life and truth
And sometimes there is just mystery
Because God cannot be completely understood
by my human mind
I know Him
In the quiet I have spoken my honest heart
and sought new ways to see and hear and speak
~
He is the search light
and the truth
But both take time to absorb
and adapt as He and I remove
what doesnāt serve to make room for what does
As my humanity sometimes fails me
or becomes more humble
A book is still only a book in menās hands
and relationship has breath
~
Mankind has built an alter of evil Babylon was never really demolished
only demonized
The tower was flattened and menās language confused
but God still knew what men would do
were doing
are doing
God knows where all the children are
He made women with the best part of Himself
~
If you donāt seek Him
You wonāt find Him
If you donāt know Him
He wonāt know you
What a loneliness that distinction is
And you wonder why you have no joy
We have come to a fork in the road
Decisions must be made
~
Veils have been torn down Lust pride
and greed
has grown too great
Someone is shinning the search lights
in places so well hidden
right in front of our faces
~
Thriller may be more of warning
than a song to dance to
with friends
Where will you stand
when there is no place to rest
if you never learned to endure
Because love has always been an action word
not something to collect
~
Hell is not a place to go to
It is right here
when you choose not to love God is love God is light
Without love there is no light
So in the dark
we all burn and the hounds of hades
are hungry for those who enjoy the masquerade
~
But me and my house
we enjoy the light
We don’t wear masks
Holy, Holy, Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
The One able to search me
and know me
Alpha and Omega
You are the breath in me
Dr. Linda Davis died
Tuesday February 17th
in a car crash around 7:45 am
during the potentially illegal pursuit
of Oscar Vasquez Lopez by ICE
~
Lopez is from Guatemala
No one knows when he got here
but a federal judge
signed off on his removal
from the United States in 2024
~
Chatham County Sherriff’s Office
has no record of criminal history
before Lopez was charged with first degree homicide by vehicle reckless driving driving without valid license
and failure to obey a traffic control device
~
Dr. Linda Davis
was a K-8 teacher at Savannah Chatham Public Schools
she was taken to the hospital
where she was pronounced dead
She was loved and will be missed
There will be counselors available
to support students and staff
“She always made you feel like you mattered”
~
Chatham County Chairman Chester Ellis
said they would have assisted ICE
“We have a no chase policy
to help protect our citizens
more than it is anything else
So there may have been a different way
to corner the individual
So that he could not run
or that he could not cause
the accident that took the life of Dr. Davis”
~
“I’m saying to the President
on down
to all our national leaders There is a better way to do this“
Geraldo Lunas Compos
died on January 3rd He was a man
being held down by guards
until he stopped breathing
The autopsy report
ruled this man’s death
a homicide
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Compos was 55 years old
was the father of 4
He had been legally admittedĀ
to the United States of America
in 1996 from Cuba
He had lived in New York
for more than 20 years
He had served two terms in jail
for crimes he did commit
He had been free since 2017
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Compos wad detained
by ICE in September
and sent to Camp East Montana
on Montana Avenue
in El Paso
He had been placed in solitary confinement
before he died
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Petechiae in the eyes prove asphyxia is the cause
Campos’ injuries were consistent
with a hand or foot on the neck
Labs revealed
antidepressants and antihistamines
Campos had a history of bipolar and anxiety
There was no mention of suicide
in the report
until authorities saw the medical examiner’s report
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Geraldo Lunas Campos was pronounced dead
after paramedics arrived